Friday, July 27, 2018

If I could turn back time

Right now I'm reading a novel about if you can turn back time, what would you change? At first I thought : naaa, I won't use this option, because I know that I would definitely rechoose the same scenarios. But all of a sudden I remembered one choice, a trivial choice, on Saturday 21st of March 2010 I woke up with an unusual eager to eat a "Cinnabon", yes a "Cinnabon" nothing more, and as it was the mothers' day here my brother called to ask me and my mother, who was staying with me that day as I was in my 8th months of pregnancy with my twins, if we want him to get anything with him as he us passing by, and all I asked for us a "Cinnabon" and that day he granted my wish. I ate that delicious "Cinnabon" with all my heart, forgetting that the doctor forbiden me from "Cinnamon" as I have early contractions and delivery signs, and after finishing it I had a very comfortable deep sleep. Till 8 am when I woke up with severe contractions that won't go away. Doctor fave me extra dose of my medicine, but nothing worked. At 11: 30 pm on 22nd I was in complete pain with 5 mins apart contractions, and 12:15 am I have birth to 2 prematured babies. And from that day my whole life has changed.
If I could turn back time I would go to that particular day and tell myself not to eat that "Cinnabon", I would be more careful to let my babies in my womb for at least another week or two, any extra day would made a difference.
But for the time being, I ate that "Cinnabon", and I made that choice, and I am living with the consequences.

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