Jealousy

I've been in love with my husband for 16 years now, yes 16 years and I'm not that old:). I love him since I was 17 years old. He has been the center of my life for half of it. My husband is a handsome man tall, green eyes and deep voice, and I can see from time to time women admiring him, and that makes me soooo jealous. I know he loves me so, and I trust him so much, but at the same time I can't stand the look in some women's eyes. I want to shout he's mine, and only mine, you have no right to even look at him or admire his talks. Women can be as jealous as men, but men can't believe it. I believe that women can be more jealous too, because if the woman is married most men won't think of having her because she's with another man, men's rule. But the man can have more than one woman, so some women tend to grab the man's attention if she likes him because she knows that she might have him as a husband and that's what bother most married women. Every time I hear about a lovely couple who were living in heaven and suddenly the man marries another woman, I feel frustrated and afraid, what if God forbid this happened to us? What men don't know is that women's life is more complicated than theirs. They have to take care of their children, the house , themselves, and before all their husbands, with the threat of other women. Love and time never guaranty happiness or faithfulness, nor jealousy guaranties that the woman can protect her husband, but the trust and holding on, trusting each others, and holding on to good memories and believing that even the worst thing that can happen won't come between us. But even though, I still and will always be Jealous, cause if I don't love him that much I wouldn't be Jealous.